Here I am missing my meds and really wishing I could get my brain chemistry back to “normal” but I can’t afford it.

I moved across the country and had more difficulty than expected finding work, so my savings are tapped and my health insurance has not kicked in yet.

I’m not saying anyone should be forced to take meds that could alter their autonomy in any way, that being said, I know I do better and feel better when I have my meds. In life, at work, in personal relationships. I want to take them.

It doesn’t seem fair… hooray for capitalism, huh?